I’m in a sort of suspended mood.
I feel confused, I’d keep asking for more attentions from the world outside, and this is because I don’t have the energy to feel confortable with myself, inside.
My body also claims for attentions. I feel heavy, like I’m loosing the control, I keep eating junk food, not sleeping well, my period has gone fuzzy… I hope this only means I need to take a break (that I’ll take very very soon).
From september on I think I’ll reduce to 70% the time I’ll spend on myIT job, and this means more time for myself, shiatsu and dance. Everything is moving, but I really need to recharge myself, or I’ll use my spare time only to eat and watch television. No good.